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glad to know you agree—

but that sounds about right. of course vincent would thank her for this.

( heather still had mixed feelings about the entire ordeal considering she kinda kicked the domino that led to this entire event of things but truthfully, she'd never tell vincent—

but if his theory was true, and proven, she might be inclined to thank her too. not that heather would ever admit it. )

so why did he want to make you 'real'? you seem real to me, you...feel real.

( they did each other's hairs at one point right? she's plenty real to heather. )

it just feels like a slap in the face whenever I hear that shit. [she hadn't lived that hell to be told it was something godlike.]

I'm not real outside of here. I'm attached to James and Silent Hill

I'm sorry and oh....

I didn't realize that completely. I mean have you ever tested that theory?

( she's assuming she hasn't, but then again heather didn't quite know the full details of everything involving silent hill. she's just puzzling pieces together based on things james and henry have told her. )

nobody else can see me or hear me. I couldnt leave

and I don't know. you just kind of know these things.

( dammit, it was too early in the day for her to agree with vincent twice in a row—

if human sacrifice is what it took to make maria be real and not worry about all of this….no she couldn’t ever bring herself to agree to that. still she wasn’t a completely innocent person, she had visions of awful things back in those days.

was it so awful to care about her friend? )

I’m sorry maria, I really really am sorry.

here I am telling you to work at the bodega, wasting your time with hair dyes and other dumb stuff when you could be doing anything else with this precious time you have.

hey! none of this has been dumb stuff to me. all of this has been fun things I never got to do before. never thought I would be able to do.

and every moment with you has been precious.

what the rat wants, the rat gets, remember?

maria..

I’m going to cherish every moment we get to spend together. even if this stupid place throws us into worse and weirder events.

way ahead of you. hopefully the next thing we have to do won't be so bad.

I hate to be pessimistic but based on the things gorgug told me, we might be in for a rough one.

can't say for sure though, maybe they'll have us building cars again.

last mission had Vincent bleeding out in my arms

can it get worse?

according to a few people here, it can. like mess with your mind worse, but I don't know...

things have been peaceful so far haven't they? aside from the train shit.

I really have to ask what the point is. how does any of this prove what universe should be saved or not?

I have no clue considering there was a dude here a while ago, remember? hannibal the cannibal?

he got away with some gnarly shit and when I asked aurora about it, they didn't really seem to care.

call me a pessimist but I don't think any of our universes stand a chance.

did I tell you what happened before I left my world right? or maybe vincent did

but she was born after all, I got pulled right before I could kill god. I’m pretty sure our world is doomed regardless.

Vincent told me when he realized we were from the same world. and I was from ten years before you. part of why he "likes" me so much

for what it's worth, I think you could absolutely kill god.

and he told me to keep my lips tight about everything.

( was she calling him a hypocrite? perhaps. )

thanks, I thought I had a really good chance at doing it too but....when something looks like you, it's hard to kill it.

[funny how heather and vincent both comment about the same thing...]

god looked like you?

vincent says my body is prime for ‘hosting’ spirits and the like. somehow that cult was able to get god inside of me to ‘birth’ it.

( how dahlia got it in alessa was brutal as for heather, she just figured being reincarnated left an unwanted guest in her body. )

thankfully I managed to get ‘rid’ of it but that mad woman claudia swallowed it up and gave birth to it.

( thankfully not in the traditional sense. )

that might be the most disgusting thing Vincent has said yet.

[that's her take away from that. there's more to it than that but well, she was trying to keep things a little light.]

if we can save our universe then maybe they know a way to fix that too.

I hope so too maria because he's been on me about it for a while now.

and I do regret that, not killing either claudia or god.

want me to tell him to back off? I know you can handle it but I'm happy to annoy him for you

[Maria isn't sure she should enable murder though she gets it. of course she gets it. Heather had explained what happened to her father.]

if they can bring me from ten years before you then they can help with that too. maybe put you back before anything happened. like some weird it was all a dream movie

if he brings it up again, we'll bring him a sandwich all mafia like and tell him to piss off. how's that sound?

( she's usually not this sassy with maria, but even heather was over the whole bitterness that came with resentment and being reminded of her own failures. )

I wish I could do that, if they sent me back to a time before then and I still had my memories....but it doesn't work like that from what I've heard.

all of this sucks...it really sucks maria.

he's puny enough. we could both take him.

it does really suck. but we're not alone. we're here together and that's more than some people have.

you're absolutely right maria. so I want you to remember-

I'm sticking by your side like glue when I can. we need to make the most of the time we have together after all.

( she didn't mean to sound clingy or desperate for affection, but after losing her father, she became more aware of how fragile life and time was. it was something she didn't think about back then, praying at times for her pain to end. now that those memories were in the past, she couldn't help but try and seek more happiness for herself. )

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wrapping this up here ♥