( it was strange how life presented you with options and influences. some of them affirmed and enforced your beliefs, providing support for the ideals you had. others challenged them and made you question if everything you knew was true or not.

upon hearing gorgug's words she understood where he was coming from and why he felt that way. truthfully she still wanted to kill claudia deep down inside but there were far too many factors and people at play. she knew gorgug would understand if she did it, if she indulged in torturing that woman and making her feel every bit of fear her poor father had the day he was killed. he had been sitting in his favorite chair and looked almost peaceful— as if they took him by surprise. she had been ruminating and fantasizing about her revenge since then but now?

she couldn't indulge. so as they folded the clothes and packed them away into a nearby box, she nodded at his words before speaking. )

I can assure you....I absolutely do want to kill her. I want to squeeze the life out of her and make her pay for what she's done but I just can't.

For Henry....for Maria.....for my father. They're all important people to me and knowing what I know now, how much I've grown and changed here in Etraya well....

I'd be sinking down to her level. Besides she's like a child, no— she is a child. She wouldn't learn a thing from it, would just say why I don't believe in her religion.